Dear Vinod,
Yes,so true. I sometimes become overwhelmed with so many feelings that it is absolutely impossible to know what is what,etc. Am i am doing right thing,what is right and what is wrong... Then thoughts come i am not the doer,all this is just traffic which i only need to observe and let it be,and leave aside all thoughts and feelings,mind at all. It is indeed so delusional. But,i feel,only knowing that,is enough to make its hold not so strong. And i feel,what ever we do,the thought of Him must be there,and complete attention and our presence in anything we do. To be sober,and on the ground,so to say. Always in the now. And that comes with time and constant coming back to Him.
I always remember Maharaj and His words that with Guru by our side,we can never be lost. Intact,our own Self is our Greatest guide. So You are right,we could never forget our Father. He is everything, God, Reality.
So tricky is this path. We must learn not to listen something we listened so long,mind.
But our Guru is there,here in our hearts,and with Him,we are safe.
With love and prayers,
